My Brother, The Love Of My Life (Twincest, BoyxBoy)

Chapter Four

Seth's P.o.v

Please, no. Oh god, no.

There I was standing in the bathroom staring at my scar, whilst my brother watched. This was sick. I grabbed my shirt and pulled it over my head. I couldn't show Ash that it bothered me, He would blame himself even more, no I couldn't have that.

I moved towards the door hoping to make a quick escape from this situation, but this is me, if you didn't know, my luck isn't great.

"Seth" Ash said pushing me back by my shoulder, his voice was laced with concern, but I couldn't look at him, if I did he would know, he would know how weak I truly was.

"I'm okay" I mumbled hoping he wouldn't here the shake in my voice.

"You're not, don't lie to me" 

"I am, so leave it please" Tears started to fall from my eyes. I was so foolish.

"If you're so okay, then look at me" 

I kept my head faced down to the floor.

"Seth" His voice was slightly more demanding now.

I lifted my head slowly and looked at my brother in the eyes. His face immediately softened. As I looked at my brothers eyes, I realised how beautiful they actually were, They were a sky blue colour, just like mine, except of course, mine had these ugly specks of violet in them. I had been jealous of Ash ever since we were kids, he was always the quiet one, the one everyone was fighting to impress, even my mom was fighting for approval from him. I was just the unlucky twin, who up until last year thought the world revolved around me. My problem was I always wanted to be the centre of attention, I hated that everyone always focused on Ash, I hated him for it mostly, but here we were a year later, I was a pathetic mess and Ash was saving me.

I broke down and fell onto the bathroom floor. Ash immediately took me in his arms and rocked me back and forth slowly. How could I ever have hated him, he never did anything to hurt me. Always protecting his jealous little twin brother. I didn't deserve him. I gripped onto his arms that were wrapped around me so tightly I knew I was safe. Well safe until 'he' found me. I think that's some of the reason I was crying so hard. I was lying to Ash. If Ash knew that 'he' was the one that had done this to me, caused me to break down, caused me the scars, caused my whole world to crash around me. I don't think Ash could handle it. I didn't want to be the reason he cut himself, burned himself, or any other type of harm he could do to his body again. 

With that I slowly drifted into a dreamless sleep, in Ash's arms, on the bathroom floor, usually I might've cared about hygiene or something, but at this point I was so exhausted, so tired of the world that was spinning around me. I wouldn't have had it any other way.

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