As I sat down and stared up at the night sky, I realized that she must be up there. She could be looking down at me right now, yelling at me to get off of this building and to live my life. But I don't care. If this is the only thing that will bring me closer to her, then so be it. I'm doing it.
I don't care what I have to do. I'll do anything I can to make sure she doesn't feel alone.
But maybe that was what she always wanted.
Maybe she really didn't want me to love her. Maybe she really did want to be left alone. That way, she wouldn't regret having to leave. And that way she wouldn't care.
But even so, I wouldn't take back anything. I still love her.
And I know that somehow, even though we only knew each other a few months, she loved me too.
And maybe she still does. If so, then I know that the brightest star in the sky is her. And I'm going to find it.
No matter what I do, or where I go in my life or death, I want to be able to gaze at the night sky and know that the brightest star is shining only for me...
And I'm going to find it.
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Teen Fiction• She was as scattered as the stars in the sky and there was nothing he wanted to change about that. •
