Somebody that I used to know (the monologue)

Bakit ba pag tuwing may break-up nakakahanap agad tayo ng song na akala mo ginawa dedicated sayo?

Tulad ngayon, nakasandal sa binatana, may hawak na Emperador Light hoping na talagang magagawa kong LIGHT ang break-up natin, at habang nakikinig kay PAPA JACK ng Love Radio na wala namang ibang ginawa kundi pagalitan ang caller kasi tulad ko eh tatanga-tanga din pagdating sa letcheng love na yan.

Now Playing: Somebody that I used to Know

Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

I told myself that you were right for me

But felt so lonely in your company

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

Dati nung nililigawan mo palang ako, sabi mo ibibigay mo ang UNIVERSE saken, yun pala iiwan mo ang MUNDO na pasan-pasan ko. I loved you until it hurts, I never left you despite all the tears you promised you will never let to fall from my eyes. It hurts more to know na sinaktan mo na nga ako, ipapakita mo pa how happy you are kung nasan ka mang damuho ka.

You can get addicted to a certain kinda sadness

Like resignation to the end, always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

Nakipagbreak ka saken para sa kanya, dahil MAS MAHAL mo sya. Ako naman si tanga, I will always give your happiness kahit it tears me up inside. Sabi mo we can be friends, I was happy you still shed some space in your heart. You make me feel you still value me, pero I was wrong dahil being your friend makes be a dead person with no heart and no emotions. Kailangan kong ipakita na masaya ako for you kahit na nasasaktan ako deep inside. Para mo na din akong sinaksak ng ilang ulit.

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing

I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger

And that feels so rough

No, you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records

And then change your number

Guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Friends? Sabi mo ok lang na nasa ganyang stage tayo. Pinagbawalan ka nya na makita ako dahil ako nalang naman yung lintik na sakit ng ulo sa Algebra, ang tatanga-tangang "x" na hanggang ngayon e di pa din makita yung value. Si tanga naman, inayawan na nga, hinahanap pa din kahit sa Facebook, Twitter, kahit jumbled number para lang magkaroon ng kontak. For 3 long years, you erased me that easily, tama nga, NOW YOU'RE JUST SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

But had me believin it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know-oh-oh

Then I bumped to you by accident, you said I'm still beautiful, acting as if walang nangyari and we are just friends that has just met the way na kamustahin mo ako. I asked you out for coffee and you said yes. I got the change to ask you why you left me. I wished I didn't asked you kasi all you said are things like, you were never there for me when I needed you, I just don't feel the spark anymore, you don't have time for me and some other devastating words as if you are a perfect partner ever. You never saw the things you never done to be a better partner for me. This is the time I thank God for making me realize na you and I are not meant to be. I don't want to believe you and I regret the day I start believing in you.

But you didn't have cut me off

Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing (oh)

I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger

and that feels so rough

No, you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect you records

And then change your number (oh)

Guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Today, habang nalalakad sa mall I still found myself still trapped sa memories natin dalawa. How we do stupid things but we didn't care even if there are people watching, how we held hands and hug each other as if we don't want to let go. The fastfood chains we used to eat, nakakatawa kasi even if we have money, we share one order lang ng food at nagsusubuan pa. After 4 months, natapos na lahat ng Teledrama sa TV pero ako di pa din makagetover sa breakup natin.

I bumped to you again, this time you are with her, doing stupid things we used to do, holding and hugging her na dati saken mo ginagawa. Then I see you glance, quick second and then looked away with your smile never fade. Seemed you're really happy with her para hindi maapektuhan ng presence ko. You treat me like a stranger and it feels so rough.

Sana I will have the guts to tell our friends, my family and myself that you are just somebody that I used to know. Sana I will tell it with confidence and with no hurt feeling.

Now, I'm still here, listening to PAPA JACK while he dedicate this song to me. I hope heartaches will just end, katulad ng end ng isang kanta, pagkatapos ulitin ang CHORUS nagigising na sa katotohan na you were just somebody that I used to know.

Somebody that I used to know

Somebody (now your just somebody that I used to know)

That I used to know

Somebody that I used to know

Somebody (somebody) (now your just somebody that I used to know)

That I used to know

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Ayan na! Emoterang froglet! Dapat kasi mahaba ang next story ko for my bestfriend kaya lang bwisit na anotepad.com na yan nagdown kaya ang storyang pinaghirapan ko sa loob ng 3 weeks nawala lang ng parang bula.

NOW YOU'RE JUST A STORY THAT I USED TO KNOW. haha dedicated sa story na nawala este sa bestfriend ko na sawi sa pagmamahal.

P.S.

Kahit wala akong talent sa pagsusulat, sana gamitin natin ang freedom of expression sa positibong paraan, yun bang nakakaboost ng moral at hindi nakakapagpababa ng self confidence.

Eto ay dedicated sa kaibigan ko pero ang eksenang pinaghugutan ay galing din sa sarili kong karanasan kaya sana maenjoy nyo kahit monologue lang.

Salamat!

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