no one understands the pain that I feel. they only understand the wrong that I've caused. no one will listen to what I have to say, all they hear is the evil and the hate.
I've had the devil inside of me.
with her, I felt so alive, so free,
but when she would leave I would feel nothing but shame and misery.
I curse the day she came my way.
I've closed the door on her for good. I'm taking control and regaining my soul.
I always knew I didn't belong in that world. I only hid in it. now that I'm out everything's brighter. the sun shines for me now and tells me I'll be OK.
for now I have learned the ways of the evil and never will return.
