When I woke up this morning
I thought of you and cried
Something inside me had died
It was the fact that I lost you
It's been two years now
I sit alone and play the guitar
The songs are all about you
From the day we met
To the day I lost you to the law
The thoughts of when I was yours
And you would hold me in your arms
As I fell asleep in your hold
But now I'm broken
I lost you to the law
Were to far apart in age
Our love is illegal for 4 years
I can't see nor talk to you till then
It's hard and painful without you
It's been 6 weeks since you left
And I haven't stopped crying
I haven't slept at all
I can't eat cause I'm never hungry
My heart is broken
If I could stop I would
But I can't
The last thing we said to eachother
Was the one thing that gives me hope
We said that we'll wait
That we won't look at anyone
Like the way we look at eachother
We both cried during the trial
We cried more than we ever have
I yelled at everyone even the judge
In hate and disgust to all of them
You told me to calm down
And I accedently yelled at you...
I ran out of the building right after
I noticed the look on your face
It took 2 days for the trial to end
I ran as far as I could
Then they found me
And took me back
Kicking and screaming like a child I was
But all I wanted
Was to be in your arms just once more
I got out of the gaurds hold
The second I saw you
I yelled out your name
And quickly you turned around
And you started to run towards me
Being there with you
Nothing seemed to matter
But everything mattered that day
It was our last embrace for 4 years
Without any contact to eachother
We weren't going to let end quickly
We stood there hugging and crying
For what seemed like hours
Was only a couple of minutes
It's been 7 months and 6 weeks
My mom dropped me off at the mall
I was there for about an hour
And I bumped into someone
Knocking some of the stores things
I looked up to see who was helping me
...It was you
You didn't reconize me at all
My hair was much longer
It was dyed black with blue streaks
I wore completely different clothes
All black with only accents of color
You looked at me
Just like you would any other person
But I knew it was you
So I immeditaly shot up off the ground
Hugged you
And then accedently knocked you down
Confused you were
Till I started crying and said this...
"Its been 7 months and 6 weeks."
The second I said that
You looked at me and told me I changed
I just told you it was a long story
And you just looked at me
And I looked at you and said
"I love you."
You responded with this
"I still love you more baby doll."
We got up
And spent the whole day together
Till I had to leave
When I was walking out the door
I noticed you were right
I had changed
But you didn't
I also noticed that I started to cry
And I turned around and you were to
My mom asked me why I was crying
And I said that I just fell
But she knew that wasn't true
So I told her I ran into you
She already knew
Cause she was the one to plan it
She told me she noticed that I changed
I just said "I know"
When we got home I ran to my room
Happy I was
To know you still loved me
Even tho I changed completly
I laid down and cried
I cried myself to sleep that night
But those tears weren't sad tears
They were happy tears
Cause I know now
That the time we still had to wait on
Was going to be fine
And that I never really lost you
