"MY WILL "

Everything in life seems perfect

but actually your seeing the outer shell

without wondering whats inside,

you think your doing the right thing

but actually your not

infact you are crashing innocent hearts ,

you blame me for everything you hear from others

without being sure

or even bothering yourself

to ask.

 You want me to do everything you say

without even asking about my opinion

to see whether i like what am doing

or not,

when i say i hate my life

you start complaing and saying

you have to thank god,

thank him for having great parents

who understand what am going through,

help,

trust,

encourage me.

You think am happy but am not,

you say you know what am thinking of

but you know nothing ,

i really hate life

and think that am wasting my life on silly things

you believe in

and ready to do anything to keep it

without even thinking about my opinion towards it,

i really am bored of everything

you say

you do

obliging me to do ,

i want to be free

atleast once in a life time

I want to see how life looks like

I want to try things I didnt try

I want to share my thoughts and beliefs

with everybody

I want to have a great future

I want to achieve the impossible

Which I cant achieve because of you the wall

the wall standing between me and life

not allowing me to open the door

to go outside

to see life

i just cant find words anymore to write

I am speechless hoping this poem

could allow my voice to reach your hearts

and make you change the way you think about me .