You Made Me This Way

"Why so sad great Lela" one of my shadow friend I named Kevin sad sitting beside me

"why Wouldn't I be Everyone Hate me"

"they don't hate you they fear you that's why they try to keep you weak your more powerful than you think Lela"Kevin rubbed my back

I smiled at my creation I made him when I was Five And since no one can see him he sometimes would scare anyone that bullied me they think the house is hunted day's Kevin and I grew up together the pack would think I'm crazy talking to someone that's not there even spirits at time

°°°°Flash Back°°°°

I was only five when the abuse started my brother dragged me by my hair into my room he was 14

" Its your fault Mom and Dad died!"he growled kicking me to the wall I screamed in pain"You made this bed you lie in it"he said slamming the door

"I'm sorry Zachariah" I sobbed sitting up and pulling my knees to my chest and I rock myself to sleep

The next day notice my room was getting darker around me and the sun was out maybe it was because I was sad it happens all the time "If only I had someone to talk to"  I whispered and gasp noticing a dark figure born from under me it stood up looking at me

"W-Where am I who am I?" The boy my height sad starring at me I stood with my hands on my hips

"you Look Like a Kevin Shadow to me" I smiled as he played with his short Straight Blond Hair the boy was hard to see but could tell his eyes where Steel Gray he wore a black shirt and pants

"my name is Kevin Shadow what's yours?" he smiled

"Lela Night" I hugged him"Will you be my friend?"I blushed

"W-Whats that?" He gulped

"I'll teach you I'll teach you Everything" I giggled

°°°°End Of Flashback°°°°

That Day changed my life I taught him the human way and the way of the werewolf's as we got older I learned he came as my guardian my shadows are based from my emotions Kevin is my Sadness Shadow but over time he's more of a back bone the cool thing is he can Shift as well his wolf is scary looking with the black smoke that follows him and the red eyes but I'm use to it

"Can I ask you something?" Kevin said laying back

"What?" I laid back too

"Why Do we stay in this hell hole...I watch them everyday torture you I-I can't stand seeing you hurt and for what" he growled

"I kinda like you scaring them so bad that they pee" I smiled

"answer my question Lela" he eyed me I sighed Kevin can see through my soul

"I-I Don't Know" I said quietly"Some things keeping me attached here trust me I'll leave-"he cut me off

"No Lela!wrong is wrong and there wrong...Your parents loved you they would want you to be happy but instead  I always see you Sad" he mumbled

"Your right Kevin" I smiled weakly he stood helping me up now he was taller than me

"Lela bring your ass down here!" My brother yelled Kevin groaned sitting back down reading

"coming" I said running down stares

"Make Me and the guys Dinner" he said continuing to watch TV

I sighed and walked to the kitchen"You know you can poison there meal"Kevin said beside me making me jump he would pop out of now where sometimes

"that's it stop no more horror/suspense movies for you" I snapped punching his shoulders

"Just a Thierry" he laughed evilly

"you say that still we both are in prison" I added

"Antonio Lela is talking to herself again!" one of Zach's friends said I gulped as the Alpha came down stares

"That's why everyone thinks your crazy!" he yelled punching me, busting my lip

"I-I don't care what you or anyone else thinks of me!" I cried encoring the sparks I felt I've been wanting to say that for years

"Mate!!!" my wolf howled

"well would you look at that my so called mate Growled some balls" he crossed his arms

"Mate?" my eyes widens

"I Alpha Antonio Greg reject you Lela Night as my mate"he hissed