- MOMMY?
I was extreamly confused,terrified,disgusted,sad,and sorry.
That night was a night I couldnt understand. Now remembering
that night is even worse than the place I ended up in.
HELL.
All I remember is going to sleep and dream.Dream my self
with a young boy with about an of 4. He had gotten home from
school. He smiled seeing him get closer to me reaching twords me
holding his hands out wider to hug me got me furies. I was about
EXPLOED of unhuman madness as he hugged me I said," stupid
kid "in a hissing voilent whisper.I felt the boys uncomfort chill and
saw him with burning eyes of hatred he was scarred. All of a sudden
I held out a pair of siccors and let my hand fall stabing the boy on
the chest and mean while I kicked him an slapped him. I felt his
screams in my heart with pleasure . He was breathing his last breaths
"HHHHH.....hhh..h..h.....h". Deep inside I knew I hated this I
woke up ........ my heart beating hard "Shit" I yelled. As I woke up
noticing my self on the floor neer the door . The first thing that came
to my mind was Henry my son. But when I tried to stand up I saw him
ther laying dead his small body bleeding. I felt far more than sad.
I turned my head not to look at his body as I did I saw his face deadly
SAD and he YELLED"MOMMY YOU KILLED ME........ I LOVED YOU" then he
whisperd "why?".