Right My Wrong

The only thing I could think of is righting my wrong and leaving my past where it belong.  While loading  my bag with my  things, I kind of felt selfish,  watching her sleep in the dark  and I am   doing my  dirt.  (phone buzzing)   

"Where are you going ?" she rolls  over. 

" I'm going to handle some business." 

" Really Shawn at 4:00 am?" 

" Yes, at 4:00 am  Alana! " he zip the duffel bag 

Your always on that bullshit!

Look I'm paying for this luxurious  house, bills and this lavish lifestyle , it's only right that I make the money and keep my queen on her feet."

" Yeah right, just hurry up and go."

Shawn   hurry up and run down the stairs and his phone  buzz again and he  ignore the call. He start the automatic car and  hop in  drive off. His phone  buzz again and now is ring through the car system and he answers

" What do you want Tishana?"

" Nothing I was wondering if you were on your way?" deep sigh

" Yeah, I had to leave  now you know my situation. " 

" Aww for her?! I though you were leaving her. Your just wasting my time." 

" Yes,  I don't have the time for it, do you want me come through or what?"

" Yep I do." 

" Aiight then play  your role and I shall be there shortly." He hangs up and play Daniel Caesar - Get you."

6:00 

I got up ran my bath water start playing the surron sound and play solange - cranes in the sky. 

You know how you can do better, and that you  want to make your situation better, but your just sticking around to see if that person will eventually change. That part you get it!, but for now Im going to soak in this bubble bath, clear my thought and lay under this water until I cant take it no more. I truly know what I  am worth, and women does know her worth, in the words of Alicia Keys.  I got from out of the tub, and open all the blinds in the house, and rapped around in my robe,  I have all this big space, no kids in the  house. I was hoping for some kids some day, But Shawn stay so busy, majority of the time in the office and  about   eight percent at home with me.  I guess  I can make this day