Poems

Dark Night.

I was so happy with him

he was my body and soul

I was so mad about him

literally worshiped the ground he walked on

but he broke my bubble that day

he said he didn't love me

that I was just a tool to him

he enjoyed flaunting me around

the foolest girl he knew

he liked somebody else

so it was time for him to go

I kept quite and watched him go

how could god be so unfair?

Was I so naive and mush brained?

What did I do wrong?

To deserve this cruel fate?

life was so unfair to me

sleeping at night without him

remembering his love was fake

made me weep with loneliness

but I had to be brave

the only person I loved

tore my heart and broke my world apart

there was no reason left to live

life was blank as a page

to intensify the feeling

you came back one day

said you made a mistake

and loved me always

was I so desperate for you now?

You left me once

so you could do it again some how

I screamed and lashed out on you

all the pain in me was firing away

you were a jerk if you thought I could be yours again.

my love affair was a disaster

you were a hoax all along

I was glad I wasn't with you anymore

but the pain was so much to take

there has to be something for my soul

I could feel it fading away

I'm bleeding in love now

the wounds cut deep and how

all I want to do is find a way back into love

life was lost to me now

but there was a light lurking at the end of every tunnel

could I ever find mine some how?

The 21 guns had left holes in my heart,

there was no sun for me

only the dark dark night

spreading all around...