Black tar runs deep in my vein,
Helps to Remove Sordid Scenes from my Brain!
to Forget Uncles Unpleasantries
an the many secrets i kept.
a youngmind struggles to understand?
they said i fell down the steps,
Mother could only block out the neglect!
she heard as they entered the room i slept,
just past midnight an in they crept
sound of the curtains as they pulled them tight!
i'd shiver as they turned out the light!
Black tar runs deep in my veins,
Helps to Remove Sordid Scenes from my Brain!
my tattered soul has flown as my habits grown,
My Craving nows Outta Control!.
but the Memories too dark to tackle alone
so i sit here & light a bowl
feeling lifted as the weight is shifted!
the heavy smoke removing the choke!
Black tar runs deep in my veins,
Helps to Remove Sordid Scenes from my Brain!
Breaking the chains
Flashes of dirty bedsheets & bloodstains
the dimly lit walls & the shame i felt!
if i didnt comply they gave me the belt.
Muffling my cries as they forced inside
forgetting how many times ive cried!
Using Black Tar Heroin to Erase my Mind
Another Hit! but, maybe for the last time??
