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Flooding with Tears. Chapter 4

"Its okay. Haha I shouldn't complain you deal with that everyday!" I laughed relieved the converstation had changed

"I should walk you back home, wouldn't want Kyle tracking me down today!" He laughed

"Phss... he's just a big teddy bear. I promise you" I giggled

Bing.bing.bing. Liams phone let out

"Well it seems like the boys left your place" he said looking down at me as we stood in from of Kyle place

"So, see you tomorrow?" I questioned nervous about the answer as well

"Sure, it would be my pleasure" he mentioned while embracing me into a big hug

As he let go I don't know whatover came me. From the memories or seeing him again. And so I wrapped my arms around his neck and my lips met his grazing over his soft lips. He seemed so hesitant slowly placing his hands on waist. Oh how I missed this when all the sudden he pulled away. Confusion and hurt now was covering my face. The tears were coming back. He didn't feel the same way?

"Tanya I'm so sorry. I have a girlfriend this is such a mistake I'm so sorry" he let out

A mistake? I helped him through everything. But its my fault to, I screwed everything up by kissing him again. Cause I have no self control.

My lip was now starting to tremble.

"I'm so sorry" I muttered running toward the door. Not listening to any words that he shouted behind me.

My back behind the door. The tears started to stream down my face. Why was I such a screw up? He probably never felt the same way again! Crutching down burying my head into my knees and chest. My phone started to ring non stop only resulting in me turning it off as the tears slipped faster and faster!

"What happened!" Kyle shouted bending down next to me

"I... dont ... wanna talk about... it" I sobbed with a few hiccups here and there.

"Damn it Tanya tell me!" He yelled almost scaring me

"Its nothing...*hiccup* I promise" I lied

Finally he relized I didn't want to talk about. Just not yet he started to help me up and pull me to his chest letting me just cry and cry. While holding the back of my head and rubbing my back. Repeatedly saying its okay in a fact to try to calm me down

With nothing left inside I looked up only to noticed we were on the couch now.

"Thanks Kyle." I whispered

"Care to tell me what happened?" He questioned

"Where's Ana?" I asked avoiding the question

"She left to go hang out with James. She'll be back later" he reasurred kissing my forehead

Standing up I led myself upstairs. Climbed in bed. Pulled the blankets over my head. And tried to forget only to have my best friend come right after me and lay there with me peacefully.

What would I do without him?

I was slowly staring to drift of to sleep when Kyles phone started to ring casuing him to curse.

"Hello?" He sighed holding the bridge of his nose. Something he does a lot when he's stressed, annoyed, or really worried.

"Tanya get the laptop now!" He demanded causing me to jump to my feet and run to go grab his laptop

Handing it over to him he quickly started typing.

"Log in now!" He yelled pointing at twitter

Rolling my eyes thinking it was nothing I logged in only to have 780 mentions all from girls threatening me with carrots and spoons. Hoping I get scartched to death my cats and that I'm so ugly that the mirror breaks everytime I look into one.

Going through everything I was now in a crying fit as I stared at the picture of Liam and I holding hands but the one that really got me was they had a picture of us kissing! Making everything 10 times worse was the comments and it was so much hate.

These girls don't understand. I helped him through everything. I made him audition without me they wouldn't know him.

My emotions now were all over the place. What have I gotten myself into.

**Authors Note**

Thanks too @jellotatertot for making amazing covers! Which I will pick one and change my current one! This chapter has to be by far my favorite. I was almost crying :'( that's how bad it affected me. So I'm undating early I knoww! Anyways I will dedicate this chapter to jellotatertot goo fan and follow her!! I know I'm updating early but I got bored so I wrote and wrote p.s its also because I LOVE YOU guys!. Comment what you want to happen next! Is anyone Team Kyle? Vote if you are :) New book cover will be added sometime this week