I wipe my eyes,my runny nose,
the unsure frown on my brow,
would it be any better?
would it go away?
you said wait for you,you told me not yet,
I swallow painfully,9 years today,
still waiting.
does it matter?
will it matter?
will it be the same when you finally get here?
I'm not sure I know you,
I'm not confident i ever will,
forever you elude me,
forever i seek you.
And i will wait,patiently,tearfully,regretfully,
for you to love me
