Take me as I am

I am afraid of rejection,
afraid of being judged.
I wear a mask,
a perfect disguise.
I shouldn't be afraid, you say.
It's easier said than done.

I am crazy, wild and free,
Those are the good things about me.
But those around me disagree,
They say I should hide behind a guise.
I never felt warm welcome,
welcoming the real me.

They  say they can't handle the real me,
I say they don't deserve to see me.
For me, changing is a form of freedom,
But I don't think the judgemental would agree.
They would worry about perfection,
And bully the different, weird me.

I would want to go out,
spread my wings and bathe in light.
I would want to be an undefinable me,
but I feel something weighing me down.
If I found out what it is and be free,
Would you think they would take me as I am? 

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so that my words have meaning and life in them.
I am in this kind of situation right now. *smiles*
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With love, EternalRise~♥