The pain eats me alive
The numbness hugs my body tightly
I see the smiles
I hear the laughter
Happyness is all I wanted
But instead I am mocked by the demons that haunt me in the night
Everything that was once sacred is now nothing
The blissful high only last for a while
And until then I'll keep the needle deep inside my veins
I'll keep the razor close by
I'll keep the half empty bottle of Jack on my lips
All I every wanted was a sencere smile on my face
But all are fake
All are plastered on while inside the voices wrap their fingers around my throat
They whisper the truth to me
They whisper what I truly am
They whisper I am the monster... not them
Every vice I've done is enough to put a stop to this senquence
The sequence of failure
Now I'll lay back in the hearse I was born into
I know I am just a sorry plight
Now I'll be viyng until I finally end it
Until I finally bleed out
Until I've let go
Until I've dissapeared
