My Only Hope.

Chapter 2

My eyes slowly opened. I was still on the floor from last night. I stood up trying to remember every detail of last night. My head hurt so much. I couldn't remember anything I went to the bathroom to wash my face. I looked at face in the mirror and saw it.

My black eye.

Everything started coming back to me.

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Jason and me were on our way to the resturant we always go to on Fridays. This was our last one together since I would be going to Paris to do some photoshoots. We were laughing, singing songs on the radio and just hanging a blast.

"OUR SONG IS A SLAM---"

"Jason, stop singing!! We need to go back to my house. I forgot my purse, babe!"

"SNEAKING OUT LATE, TAPPI--. Oww. Damn it Kourtney. What was that for?!" he asked after I hit him hard on the arm.

"We need to go back home. I forgot my purse. I need it." I said knowing that he would go since it was only 3 miles away from where we were.

"Ok, but don't you dare hit me again, or else." he said looking at me with anger. He finally looked away when the light turned green.

I knew he wasn't kidding. He has hit me before without caring if I was his girlfriend or not. My family didn't know why I was still with him. But I knew. I had no one else, after losing Matt, an amazing guy i dated for over 2 years, I had no one to be loved and wanted by. Jason was a sweetie at times but also a devil that wasn't afraid of hurting anyone. He loved me though. He never liked me talking to other guys because he would always get jealous. Leaving him alone in NYC, scared me. I knew he wouldn't stay faithful for more than a week but I didn't bring that subject up, knowing that there would hurtful consequence.

"Go." He said.

Reliezing we were at my house, I got out of the car. I left my cellphone in there because it won't take long.

I was walking up my driveway when suddenly Jason came out of the car.

"So when were you going to tell me?"

"Tell you what?" I saw him holding my phone. Oh no.

"That you're cheating on me with Sean!!!" He yelled, walking closer.

Sean was a guy I was doing a photoshoot with. He was a flirt but I never flirted back but I knew Jason wouldn't believe me.

"He is just a friend." I said calmly.

"Really?!? Because this message doesn't seem like it!"

He threw me my phone. I catched it, shaking.

From: Sean

Don't forget to look beautiful for our photoshoot tomorrow, baby. <3

"Jason its not what you think. If you want I won't do the photoshoot." He didnt say anything. He got closer and closer. His fist were getting ready to hit someone in the face. Please. Go. Not again.

"Jason......... No.... Please don't-----"

 He punched me, making me go straight to the floor. I got up and ran to my door and closed it behind me. He ran and just started banging on my door.

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I can't do this. He's going to find me sooner or later. I got out my phone and called my manager, Steve.

"Look Steve. I can't explain now but cancel all my plans to Paris. I'm going back to Texas. I can't do this anymore." I said with tears running down my cheek.

"Okay, sweetie but please contact me when you're better" he said probably already knowing what happened.

I hung up. I'll just go and clear my head, spend time with family and friends. Yeah, thats gonna help.

Hopefully.

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