Ch. 4

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If your confused by the "Maddie" thing well that was supposed to be Peyton..oops!
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{Peyton's POV}

I run all the way home I'm tears. My eyes blurred by tears the entire way home. No ones here. I run into my room and pull out my blade. I sit on the cold hard bathroom floor while I think of the many different ways I could kill myself right now.

I put the blade to my wrist..I'm about to make one deep cut. Deeper than I've ever cut before. Visions of my mom and my brothers and sister pop into my head. Them crying over my dead body. Depression. I whimper softly and drop the blade. I curl in a ball as I call my sister.

(M-me A-Ashley)

*convo*
A-hello?

M-when are you leaving!?

A-tonight? Peyton are you ok!?

M-I wanna come with you! I wanna live with you! Please! *sniffling/whimpering)

A-it's ok I'm on my way home now!

*end of convo*

"Everything is going to be ok. You are gonna start a new life!" I repeat in my head. For some reason I download social media like Instagram, vine, an twitter.

I sign up for vine and watch little videos I pass the time. It cheers me up.

{Jack G's POV}

Shit. Peyton Smith. How am I so stupid I didn't recognize her! Were all standing there with our mouths open as she's crying and screaming at us. All I head was

"MAYBE I WILL AND YOU ALL WONT HAVE TO SEE ME ANY MORE!" She yelled then ran out. I stand there baffled that jack said that.

No one says anything we all just stand there.

"Guys..what if she does kill herself!" I say worriedly no one answers.

{Shawn's pov}

I knew it was her! Why didn't I say something now she's yelling and crying. She said she's gonna kill herself. I can't help but think this is because of us..because it is. Why do we even bully her. She never did anything to us.

{Nash's POV}

I don't know why we did all those horrible things to her. Taylor made us. How did I not recognize her. Now she's yelling and crying. Sophie is so confused by what's she's talking about. I don't want her to know because that would be bad. I need to fix this.

{jack j's pov}

Why did I tell her to kill herself! Now she probably is going to!

"IM SO FUCKING STUPID!" I yell punching the wall. It hurt like a bitch but probably not as bad as what we did to her everyday. All I can ask myself is why why why why why

{cams POV}

This is all Taylor's fault he made us bully her! He basically caused this! As far as I remember she never did anything. But why did I continue. Now she's probably going to kill herself. I'm so stupid.

{Taylor's POV}

I only started bulling her because she looked like the girl who killed my sister. Peyton was innocent she never did anything. She was always so sweet to us and I had a little crush on her. I'm a dick. She didn't deserve us and now we made her life hell.

{Ashley's POV}

I was running a couple of Aron's before I go back home in Florida. Okay so I'm walking around the mall because I had to return a pair of vans that were the wrong size. As I was looking at the strappy sandals section I feel my phone vibrating..it's Peyton..

~skip convo it's I'm Peyton's POV~~

What was all that about? Why does she want to live with me? What's wrong? Is she ok? All these and more questions rush through my head as I check out. I get in my car and drive home. She sounded like she was crying. Okay now I'm worried. As I pull up to the house I rush inside

"PEY IM HOME!!!!" I yell as I walk up the stairs. I walk into her room to see her laughing as she is watching vine. Her expression goes from pure joy to terrified. She throws her phone and cries.

"Peyton! Are you ok!? What's wrong!?" I ask hugging her.

"T-they k-now w-go I a-am!" She cries into my chest. I calm her down so she can tell me what happened.

"Okay now tell me what happened after you went to Sophie's house. She explained everything from when they walked to the door to when I came home. I just hug her while she trembles.

"Where is it." I say seriously

"W-where's what?" She asked

"Give it to me now!" I demand. She just sighs and walks into her bathroom and brings out the blade.

"Now go get me all of your razors!" I demand. She turns on her heels and brings me everything she could possible use to cut herself. I can't help but feel I caused this. Moving in and out since I was 13. Being in and out of mental hospitals. And that one day she walked in on me trying to commit suicide. I can't help but blame the bullies either.

"Okay! So let's start packing your stuff!" I say rubbing my hands together. Time to give her the best life ever!
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Ohh so she's moving to Florida with her seester!! Lol I though of Florida because Carter Cam Aaron and Taylor are all I'm Florida lol. Who's ready for Magcon Atlanta?! Cuz I'm not!! I swear bart just forgets about us here in CLEVELAND! But who remembers Bart's logic nation where he said they r gonna choose between San Deigo Cleveland, and Atlanta? Well they went to San Deigo. Now they're going to Atlanta....hey maybe CLEVELAND is next.

~Peyton💕🍉

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