If I only for a moment longer
If only back then I knew
I wonder
If I could have watched you as you flew
If I could as you said goodbye and flew farther
As you tore me apart and gave me scars anew
If only I was stronger
But those moments are few
I wish, not for you to be back
You would only leave me more hurt than I am now
But I wish I had the courage I lack
So I could leave you with my undying hurt; then I would bow
I would for no reason but my job well done.
