I lie awake
Feeling like I'm going to break
I can't seem to forget it
Its everywhere I turn
From door to door
To person to person
It follows me
It never forgets me
I take it with glee
And put the needle in my arm once again
As it flows through me
Everything disappears
My family, my friends, even myself
I know what I'm doing is wrong
But I can't seem to stop
I want to prove to everyone
That I'm not a failure
And I'm not some druggy
That just wants to shoot up
I want to stop
I want help
I want to have my family back
But I'm not so sure I can do it
I'm not sure I can stop
I remember all the other times
I cried for help
How I didn't stick to it
And went back
I wonder if I ever will be able to stop
To give it up for good
And never go back
Cause that sweet addiction
To my sweet heroin
Is killing me
By: Cricket
