Prologue

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Prologue

I sit here all alone under the dark sky. Memories are flashing I can’t keep it to myself anymore I need to know the answers even though I know it might hurt me but still I want the truth to set me free.

            It was more than a year sincethe last time I’ve seen him. I don’t know why he is here right now. I don’t know what will happen next. I am not sure of those things. He is all I think about again. I thought I’ve already moved on but I think seeing him, right now proved me wrong.

            I still feel the heartbreak and the betrayal that they have done to me. I just can’t believe that they are able to do such things. That moment I’ve seen that scene all I wanted was to run away from all the people and I almost gave up on life and just killed myself. Everything was going wrong that time. It was one of the darkest part of my life. I don’t know where to lean on. No one was there to protect and comfort me. They all betrayed me. I can’t believe that in a blink of an eye my life was ruined

 I cared too much..

I trusted too much..

And most of all I loved too much..

I hate this feeling. I hope it just vanished and I can start being happy again. I wasn’t the same as I am before. They ruined me and I don’t know how to fix myself anymore.

I thought I was fine already. Why do they have to show up again? Why do they have to show me how happy they are right now? I should be the one in that position laughing with him and living our lives together and sharing everything to each other. It’s coming back again. Wake me up from this nightmare

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