I awoke from my deep slumber covered in sweat. Another nightmare, that's three nights this week. I yanked my deep blue duvet away and swong my long legs over the edge of my bed. Slipping on my slippers, I walked to my bathroom to take a shower to get the sticky liquid off my skin. After I was done washing my self, I stood under the warm water thinking about my recent nightmares. I'm trying to think of a reason why they were reacurring. They are always the same dream or memory you could say. Almost 14 years ago. I was raped and my parents were murdered in front of my six year old self. The day still haunts me. I knew my rapist and my parents killer, my own brother.
*FLASH BACK*
"GET UP AND FOLLOW ME!" I awoke to my 16 yr. old brother shaking me trying to wake me up. I listened and followed him into our parents bedroom only to see them tied up. "Kole? Why are mummy and daddy tied up? What happened mummy?" I questioned my mum and brother. "Hunny go back to bed. Please listen to mummy okay?" My mum told me in a frightened tone.
"SHUT UP YOU STUPID BITCH!" My brother screamed at her, right before he slapped her. Tears started to brim my eyes as i saw my mums face redden from Kole's hand. I turned around to walk out of the room to follow mummy's instructions only to be yanked back by my shirt and slamed in to the floor.
" WHO SAID YOU CAN LEAVE!" my brother screamed in my face looking angrier than i have ever seen him. The tears started running down my cheeks from the horror I was witnessing. "I SAID WHO FUCKING TOLD YOU TO LEAVE?" He screamed in my face again spiting as he yelled.
"M-Mummy d-did, you heard her say it." I instanly regreted it when I saw his face redden even more from anger. "YOU'RE JUST AS STUPID AS THAT WOMEN! YOU DON'T TAKE ORDERS FROM HER ANYMORE, YOU TAKE THEM FROM ME!" He screamed before slapping me and making me fall to the floor again.
"Kole, please son let your sister leave we know what you're planning" My father begged my brother.
"Natalie come here." My brother said as he walked to my parents bed. I walked over there and stood in front of him. "Remove your clothes. NOW!" I did as I was told and covered my self with my limbs. "Now get on the bed." Again I did what I was told to do.
My brother then started stripping off his own clothes and climbed on top of me. "Now im going to take your innocence away." He whispered in my ear with a smile. He flipped us over so i was sitting on his legs, clueless to what he was about to do to me. "WATCH ME TAKE YOUR DAUGHTER'S VIRGINITY AWAY!" He laughed looking to my mum and father.
"NO PLEASE KOLE! PLEASE DON'T!" My mum yelled with tears running down her face. I don't understand what's so wrong about what my brother is doing to me.
Suddenly my brother lifted me up with one arm and reached under me with his other arm. Then I felt a sharp pain in my lower region, the pain continued for a while until all pain left and was replaced with a new feeling. The new feeling felt, pleasing. This continued until Kole let out a loud moan and I felt something hot release inside of me. He then lifted me off and layed me down. He started kissing me from my neck down. I started to cry when he got to my waist. This I knew was wrong.
"Hush baby girl. You'll enjoy it." He told me as he leaned back down and kissed my private.
"NO BUBBY! I DONT LIKE THIS AT ALL!" I cried. I felt him grab my small waist and pull me closer to him. I continued crying as he molested me, touched me, and hurt me.
"KOLE, SON PLEASE DON'T YOU SEE YOU'RE HURTING HER." Kole stopped and stood up, but before he left me he threw my clothes at me. "Get dressed love and sit on the bed." I listen and then my disgusting brother tied my arms behind my back to the bed post.
"Nows the time for the real show." Kole walked over to our parents with his hand in his pocket, he then pulled out a large pocket knive.
"NO BUBBY. DONT HURT MUMMY AND DADDY." I cried out to my brother. "What did they do to make you so mad bubby? Please tell me bubby." i questioned looking at him with pleading eyes.
"They lied to us Natalie. They dont love us. You were an accident, nobody wanted you. I should murder you too, but then they'll know I killed them and you. So sit back little Natalie and and watch me meciously murder Mummy and Daddy." Kole smiled evily while walking behind our mum. He brought his hand up the her neck, the knive sliced through her thin skin like butter. i heard my mum gasping and trying to scream for help.
Each time her heart beat, her blood would jet out in a scarelett stream all over me and the bed sheets. Soon I heard one last breath and the blood stopped flowing.
"Next is Father. Which way would you like to die?" He waited for an answer from our Father. "Well to bad because I'm not going to kill you like I did mum, no you'll suffer more pain than her. A lot more pain....Enjoy asshole." Kole gently laid down the knive her used on mum, he left the room only to return equiped with gas, a lighter, and a rope. He walked to our father and took the piece of rope to tie it around Daddy's neck. After tightening the rope he tells my father to stand up and leads him to stand under the ceiling fan, dragging the chair my father was previously sitting in. "Get on!" My brother ordered. My father complied and stepped up onto the chair, Kole then took another piece of rope and tied fathers legs together.
"I'll be right back i forgot the ladder and glue." Kole came back with what he said he was going to get along with pop corn. "Oh good you stayed where you were." He smirked walking to me and stroking my face and body. "Here you go baby girl..enjoying the show so far?" He said while shoving popcorn in my face and then setting it down next to me.
Kole took the ladder and put it behind father and stepped up with the rope in his hand, tying the rope to the stem of the fan and stepping down the ladder. he then untied fathers legs and asked him to lift each foot. Father did as he was told and Kole put almost a tube of super glue to the bottom of fathers feet and then tying them back together.
He next poured gasoline all over fathers shirt, pants, feet, and the chair he was standing on along with the floor beneath him. Kole then took the lighter and set a piece if paper on fire then threw in into the puddle of gas. I instanly saw my father go up in flames. I can still here his screams and the sound his body made when it had nothing else to burn and turned to ash with his bones just hanging there.
