Love the pain

Hit me darling!
One more time!
I know you want to see my pain.

I know you want to see my head knock to the floor.
Rolling and screaming, or break like a china doll.

If I die today would you feel a thing.
Would your soul ache as much as mine?
Would you cry as hard as I did?
Would you even have the time?

I know I said that I didn't mean it, but god is that a lie!
Is this the price I pay for loving a heart of frozen ice?

Watch my heart stop
Watch my heart drop
Watch it all fall down in flames
One day you'll see what you caused me
I've learned to love the pain.

When the lighter burned me,
Why did you leave me behind.
When the blood was rushing,
Why did you laugh menacingly at my side.

Maybe you were right honey
Maybe I'm a stuck up brat.
But every time you hit me
I learned to laugh at that.

The house was burned with all my things,
Yet you were drunk outside.
But when I would take off my ring,
You will criticize.

Watch my heart stop
Watch my heart drop
Watch it all fall down in flames
One day you'll see what you caused me
I've learned to love the pain