Scrolls Of Reflections...

Scroll 1 "Loneliness"...

Apartment……

My dream world seemed to be so much wonderful than the reality. Living in subconscious state appeared to be more promising than my conscious world. The moment I closed my eyes, life seemed to move really fast and as soon as they were opened, everything became stagnant. No wonder I have been sleeping so much lately. I wished I could just sleep for eternal. Loneliness which previously brought peace into my mind was now tormenting my soul. “Where are you my dear? Why are you hiding from me? Don’t you see my agony and pain? When will you come and embrace me in your warm hugs? No matter who you are. I just know you are there. Somewhere and it’s just a matter of time before you finally end my lonesomeness.” That’s how I convince myself every single day. Or am I deceiving myself? Regardless, I just need that to keep going.

Anatomy Lab…..

I was observing the dissection process of a human body. Human being is nothing but a piece of meat and flesh at the end of the day and that too if and only you were preserved with formalin without which only your skeletons remain. The mere sight of this alone crashed my dream to be a surgeon. I wasn’t afraid or disgusted but simply couldn’t feel burning passion for it. That moment itself, my mind settled for lecturing and research field within medicine field which would involve almost nothing on surgery as future plans.

Macdonald…..

I was sitting down there munching my fish burger. My eyes were directed to a few couples in love walking down the streets. I saw them smiling, laughing, giggling and teasing each other today but I wished in few years to come things would be the same between them. I was expecting rarity to be a norm…..

Fruit Stall……

My friends saw me carrying a huge luggage back. They gave me that panic look. “Hey, I just came back from the laundry shop,” while hinting on the bag. It’s too soon to give up and leave everything BTW! Three and a half years more to go! 

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