i could rip every word
out of my throat
i could piece them together
one letter at a time
and it still wouldn't be
enough
to show you
how my heart tugs
and aches
every time your face
floats through my head
you fill me up
from the inside out
you tear me apart
from head to toe
you wrap me up
and pull me in
with your eyes
with your smile
with your laugh
every piece of you
is better than the last
i hate myself
for loving you
