A rush, a vibration takes me highhhh when I'm low
Naked, buried in the snow
Freezing, believing I'm still sane
Repeatedely questions buzz, Am I still the same?
Is this all a game? What would I do for fame
The money and the power, seems goo now but they'll soon devour
My soul and all that I am.
Looking for love in the form of a human, even worse material things
Ignoring the love of God and the joy i know it brings
Laughing as the blade goes in, deeper and deeper
In th mirror I see a grim reaper, no weeping
No tears and no sorrow
Save it for tomorrow
I know I'm known, of that I'm sure
But a void in my life is still open and sore
Is it selfish? Really? I'm sure no one would miss me
Searching for answers, writing on the wall tells me 'This Is Me'
The wall; so much writing, words dates and numbers
I guess it saying my days are numbered
I'll get a rope, look out the window down to where I'll land
But let me write a letter first, feeling like Stan
But i aint taking anyone one with me
I just want to be alone
While I fall to a new life, wher I'll be on the throne
And everyone will love me and praise me
No one will faze me, I'LL be that girl all the others want to be
It's around my neck now, I'm ready for the fall
QUICK! Hurry, someone tell me I'm beautiful
Lie to me. Tell me I'm pretty or that I look nice
But you'd never guess the three words that would save my life
