it's been a few days since we last spoke, i'm being good, doing what she's said i can and cannot do.
staying strong, forging forward. my thoughts always with her. until my dream comes true... the day i get to finally hold her and tell her how much i love her.. but at the moment.
my heart is cold. and i am hurting and i just wish she could wrap her arms around me and kiss away all the fear.
I'm doing the best i can to stay strong.
but lately i don't feel little.
i just feel.
small.
