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Dear Charlie
By the time you read this I will be long gone
Hopefully to a better place, I’m ready to move on
You may be wondering why
Its hard to explain, but I shall try
The friends and family I had once adore
Are now faceless masks that are a bore
The job I loved was my instant high
But I left that too, all for a guy
I was such a fool to love you when you would never do the same
I was a puppet on a string, I was just a game.
So turned to something different
Something that turned my gray and black dreams vibrant
Something that could never let me down
Some found just across town
But still the problems started stack up one by one
The white pills in the bottle quickly empty, and soon there were none
What once was pleasure, what once was joy
Is now a pain that I’ve started to enjoy
But even that has started to lose its bliss
And what is left is emptiness
So many times I have tried, but ended in fail
So when you get this in the mail
Consider this to be my last goodbye
Because I’m letting life go, I’m ready to die
Love, Me
