That August Love

Here is the first chapter. It would be awesome if you guys could give me some feedback.

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Urggg! It’s been a long ass day I had three meetings, drew up several contracts, listened to an endless amount music and I still wasn't caught up.

 I unlocked my front door and strolled into my fabulous loft and kicked my heels off. I walked in the kitchen and grabbed a water, all the running around today had me parched.

Standing at the counter I noticed something that I didn’t when I first walked in which was clothing thrown everywhere. Now it wasn’t weird because my boyfriend recently moved in and he can be a little messy. However I seen a heel and stockings, two of which didn’t belong to me.

That’s when I heard it, a rhythmic banging in the background. I walked towards our bedroom and heard moaning and groaning and seen more cloths thrown around.

The closer I got to that door the louder the grunts, moans, groans and banging got. My face was getting redder and redder, ya girl was hot! I stormed down the hall and busted through the door to see this muthafuka going deep in some sleazy hoe. 

Now don’t get me wrong I knew what I was gonna see when I walked through that door, but the sight of the betrayal and the disrespect is what literally knocked the wind out of me. I guess he heard me and turned around with a shocked expression on his face. He was in that position for about 10 seconds until I said “You want me to step outside until you finish up or…..”

He finally pulled out of her and walked towards me cockily. “What’s up?” he said as he stared at me with a blank expression on his face. My mouth dropped and my eyes turned into slits the nerve of this bitch! I just haled off and slapped the shit out his clown ass.

“That’s what’s up bitch, now get yo shit, get yo hoe and get the fuck out!!” I said as I slapped my hands on every word I said to make that shit clear.  Now I’m not this type of person at all instead I’m sweet, nice and kind….. until you fuck me over, then that monster in me comes out.  

He wiped the spit that came out his mouth off and looked at me sideways then said, “The fuck you mean get out I live here now.” He said as he looked at me like I’m the stupid one.

“Muthafuka, I LET you move in under the assumption that this relationship was going somewhere, but obviously not! Also make no mistake that this right here, this-right-here, is my shit!!” I said pointing towards the ground. “I pay the two grand for this bitch every month; you just sit yo ass down and watch me do it! I don’t know if you was confused on that or not, but I think I just cleared that up, right?”

“You know what fine; shit you doing me a favor anyway.” He said pulling out a duffle bag and unpacking the drawers. I turned to see his whore standing by the bed dressed looking between me and Que (boyfriends’ name). “The fuck you doing bitch get out before I violate you!” Her eyes widen and she scrambled out the house.

When I finally caught up to what Que said I turned back to him while he was dressing himself and asked. “The fuck you mean I’m doing you a favor?” He paused at his dressing and turned towards me. “You want the honest answer to that?” He asked. “I don’t want nothing but it.” I said with acid in my tone.

“Fine here it goes. This was the first time you caught me cheating, but not the first time I cheated. I just don’t find you attractive and to be honest I neva did. I was down on money when you meet me and I saw you pull up in the Benz with yo girls and was like shit why not. I knew pulling you was gone be easy and you putting money in my hand even easier.” He said as he did a Kanye shrugged afterwards.

“So you used me for money, like some gold digging ass female, and what do you mean pulling me was gone be easy?” I asked. “Well first off yeah I used you for the money cuz shid I gotta do what I gotta do. Secondly, yeah it was easy to pull you most fat bitches are.” He finished.

I started to laugh hysterically at his dumb ass. “Most fat bitches are huh, most fat bitches are.” I repeated as I walked to the closet and pulled my gun out my shoe box. I walked out into the bedroom cocking my pistol. “Now this gone be the last time I repeat myself, get yo shit and get the fuck out my house before I handle yo ass.” I said with a mean ass mug on my face. He nodded his head finished packing up his stuff and left.

Now I don’t know if you can tell or not, but I’m not from these beautiful hills that I live in at California, but the dirty D baby. I got this hard and tuff shit from my five brothers, you can say that they made this monster in me. I don’t resent them for it instead I envy them for it; because of them I know how to handle ah muthafuka if I have to. 

I locked my door afterwards put my gun away and burned my sheets in the fireplace. I spent the majority of the night throwing my mattress away. Once all done with that I made a little palate in front of the fireplace with a glass of wine and just cried my eyes out. Now I know I said I was hood and I am, but at the end of the day I’m a woman first. I genuinely loved that man I put all my heart, respect, and trust in that relationship. 

I cried over him, over the years that I wasted and the manipulation that I was put through, but was too damn stupid to realize. I should have listened to my girls when they told me something was up. I know I’m smarter than that I mean this hoe had no job, no car no nothing and the bad part about it is I took care of a man. My mama taught me to never take care of a man, and what’s worst I fell for it.

There it is y’all the first chapter. Please leave comments to let me know what you guys think.

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