Poem-missing the man I love

That likes to sing along.

So he wont be long ,

And I'm Holden up strong,

Listen to all summer long.

Waiting for him to call back,

Then I hear our cats,

Meowing and rubbing against,

My back.

Then I start to sing along,

To all summer long.

Then thinking along,

As I sing along to that damn song.

Thinking our first moment.

Then he tells me this comment,

That his brother sent,

That makes me want to vomit.

Then I look out the window,

I see a commit.

Then I see a deer,

Now I so Wish he was here.

Then a tear,

And it smears.

Then I think of my fears,

Then another tear.

Then I hear a another sound,

It wasn't our hound,

Then I start to frown,

Its our little ones moving around,

Then I look down.

It was Becca follow me around,

At my feet,

Walking in her sleep,

I pick her up then Lye her down,

Safe and sound,

No Sound of moving around.

Then I lye down,

And Fall asleep.

Then I hear a scream,

And it wasn't me.

I get up, and I'm sore as can be,

Because no sleep,

And it's the baby,

Going crazy.

I wish my hubby,

Was here with me,

To help me with our babies,

Because our son is going so crazy.

He is working hard for me and our family,

That's why I haven't gone crazy.

I have been blessed,

With My family.

Just sometimes I feel like,

I'm A big mess.

I can't concentrate, or think,

What's wrong with me,

Have I gone crazy.

Our oldest son,

comes to me,

And ask where's daddy,

is he working Mommy?

I look at him and reply ,

With a light sigh,

Yes he is for our family.

I'm very proud of my hubby because he is fighting,

For a awesome future for our family.

My hubby is a good man,

That can't be with out his fan,

But maybe I can,

So baby what's the plan?

Laying here thinking,

missing my hubby,

Thinking of our future,

And of our adventures,

my heart is captured.

Life is good,

And should be understood.

I love my hubby for ever and always,

And through the end of our days.

Dedicated,

To my loving hubby

Brian

I love you, and miss you, can't wait to see you.