Six am on New Years Day
Curled up tight - a ball of pain
Paralysed, my mind is numb
Devastated, shattered, stunned
Naked I lie on the floor
Decimated to the core
Replaying the scene a thousand times
I question, have I lost my mind?
The innocence of childhood gone
How did I get you quite so wrong
My heart, I thought you'd always cherish
Annihilated, battered, perished.