Wrecking Ball

Part 3.

Demi's p.o.v

It was about 8:40 in the morning and Nick still hasn't came in to school, I was waiting and waiting impatiently. I don't know why I was worried about him, he stood me up but What if the reason he did was because something happened to him?  I took a deep breath and slid down my locker, Why did  I have a sudden pain in my chest? I barely even know him. I closed my eyes and kept breathing softly but unevenly. I opened my eyes after a while and There he was, making his way down the hall. I quickly got up and ran after him,I grabbed a hold of his arm tightly. He stopped and turned around,looking at me funny. I pulled him into a hug,mindlessly.

"Where were you?" I held him tighter.

He didn't hug back,"Uh...Home,why?"

I pulled away quickly, feeling like a werido,"Sorry about that..." i snapped myself out of it.

"It's okay?"

I cleared my throat,"You stood me up." I crossed my arms.

He took a deep breath before looking away from my eyes,"Something came up."

"You could of told me..."What is wrong with me? No he didn't, He's not your boyfriend.

He looked at me with careless eyes,"Well..Sorry." He shrugged.

I bit my lip and nodded,"Anyway, Do you want to talk about what came up?"

"Look, thank you for your kindness but I don't need to you keep pretending to like me just beacuse you feel sorry for me or something..."

Really? How could he think that?  "I'm not pretending, I care for you and I barely know you.."

"Why me though?"

"I don't know,I'm trying to figure that out myslef..." I looked down.

"Let's just not do this okay?"

"Do what?" I looked back up into his eyes.

"Be friends, trust me...you don't want me in your life, I'll just bring you down." 

I shook my head,"No you won't."

"Yes, I will. please just leave me alone." He walked away quickly, obviously not wanting me to chase after him.

I sighed and made my way over to class.

..........

(After school.)

My eyes met with with my phone as it started to blink, I looked at the number and rolled my eyes, I set my pen down and picked it up,"Make it quick Niall, I'm doing homework.."

"You need to get down to the hospital right now!" He shouted into the phone, his irish accent thicker.

I pulled my phone away from my ear as he shouted and made a face before putting it back to my ear,"What happened?"

"It's Harry, He ODed."

My heart stopped,"H-He what?"

"He overdoesed on pills." His breathing shaky.

"Niall..Please tell me he's alive,Please.." Tears started to stream down.

"We don't know yet...We don't know anything yet but you need to come NOW."

I swallowed,"On my way." I hung up and quickly got off my bed. I threw on a hoodie and grabbed my keys before making my way downstairs, Meeting my dad at the end of the staircase.

" I have no time to talk, dad." I tried to control my breathing.

"You never do, What's going on? Where are you going?" He threw questions at me, my head was already running wild.

"Just please get out of my way please." I  practically begged.

"Not until you tell me what's going on." He stubbornly said, I must get it from him.

"It's personal and none of your concern.." I pushed past him and walked to door, I made my way out into cold night air,I closed my door and walked to my truck, I was in pajama pants but I didn't care. I quickly drove to the ER.

.........

Once I was there, I got out and walked inside,Meeting Niall in the waiting room. I watched as Harry's Mom sobbed,which made me worry even more. Niall walked closer and pulled me into a hug,I hugged back.

"I-I just hope he's okay.." I cried into his shoulder.

"He'll be okay,I promise."

"Don't Naill.." I breathed out.

"Don't what love?"

"Just don't." I held him tighter.

He pulled away and took my hand, he led us to a seat. We sat down and he kept his hand in mine, I rested my head on his shoulder.

.....

We waited and waited for hours, till finally a doctor walked up asking to speak with us. We all stood up and walked over to him. I held Niall's hand tightly.

"Well...He's stable and talking, You can see him now if you like but one at a time so we don't overwhelm him." 

"Of course, I'll let you go first Demi.." Ms.Styles looked at me.

"Thank you." I let go of Niall's hand and followed the doctor to Harry's room.

"Let me know if you need anything." The doctor said once we were at the door.

"Thank you, I will." 

He nodded and walked away.

I walked into the room and closed the door, I walked over to Harry's bed.

"Hi.." He said weakly.

"I'm done Harry, I'm so done with this." Tears fell from my eyes.

"I-I'm sorry babe,Please.." 

"You'll never stop the drugs, If you want to kill yourself, Kill yourself ,but I won't stay to watch."

"What are you saying Demi?" He narrowed his eyebrows.

"I'm ending us." I took a deep breath to keep from sobbing.

"Really? At a time like this,your going to do this to me?"

"I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore, I can't watch you like this and I won't." I wiped the new fallen tears.

"Get the fuck out than." He ordered coldly.

I nodded and walked out of his room. I walked out the doors and bolted down the Hallway, Ignoring Niall calling my name. I kept running until I was outside, I got into my truck and sobbed against the wheel. I love Harry but All ever does is wreck me.

.....

I drove back home once I calmed down. I got to my house and snuck in,I hurried up to my bedroom and locked the door. I climbed into my bed and crawled into a tight ball and just cried the whole night.......