I curl up in a ball whenever I get home, just screaming into my sheets and biting them so nobody could hear me crying so profusely.
Repeating to myself, I say "Please please please, God, don't take him away from me. Please."
I am in so much emotional pain- so much so that it's become physical. I love him so much, and I can't afford to deal with this.
"Get over it." "Move on." "Let it go."
I want to punch anything within the nearest sight of me whenever someone says those things to me. It hurts. How are you supposed to get over someone or something that's been in your life for years and years? How are you supposed to get over that someone or something that you basically grew up with?
It's the typical high school love story that makes everyone want to puke.
...And it makes me want to puke, too.
