To me, feeling is a complicated thing.
is either I feel nothing or I feel everything.
is either I don't like you or I love you to pieces.
There is nothing in between.
My heart is not captured easily. I am disinterested in small talk, disillusioned with love, and too focused on my dreams and aspirations to lend anybody my attention for long. But if we make that connection, if you find your way into my heart, God, I will fall for you life gravity has let go of the earth.
When I care about a particular person, I would be constantly be there for them 24/7.
When I truly love someone I became so attached and clingy
I hate being so sensitive, I hate being able to detect the slightest change in the way people treat me, talk to me or look at me. I hate overthinking about it for the whole night. I hate when I can feel someone is slowly losing interest in me,
I get upset over pathetic things surrounding myself with this bubble of sadness and people couldn't get in to help to get out of it.
I worry too much, thinking things that shouldn't be worthy of my thoughts
I am so scared of attachment, I am scared of loving someone too much. I am afraid people will hurt me.
and I had this idea of people will hurt me every time I felt something for them, I became paranoid that I didn't realize I pushed people who cares about me, and for my own selfish reasons.
