Me--- Really just done. I'm done feeling like shit- I'm done being empty- I'm done feeling nothing- I'm done.
X---Baby please dont do anything stupid....
---I'm not. I'm gonna sit here and feel like complete shit and deal with it. I'm gonna die a thousand times in my head only to smile and giggle if anyone talks to me.
X---Im sorry i cant be there for you right now...
---It's ok :)
(what I wanted to add---if you can hold me and not notice my eyes shifting and the light dying, you wouldn't be able to help me. The only thing that's keeping me from going all the way is a damn pinky promise. )
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