I cry
To wash away the pain
I smile
To hide it all away
I laugh
So nobody will hear
I lie
So no one would feel
It hurts
But I'll just bear it deep
It hurts
But I'll just keep it in
It hurts
But I know it'll be worth it
It hurts
But I know it will disappear
I'd rather be alone
Than to be with people who won't understand
I'd rather be alone
Than to be with someone who'll eye me from head to toe
Pretending you're alright
But the truth is your dying inside
No matter how painful it is
No one will ever be there
I tried seeking
I tried asking
But I'm tired of everything
Because no matter what I do
I always fail
No one would understand
So I stopped trying
I stopped seeking
But the truth is I just want someone saying "I am here"
I don't want them to see me
I don't want them to pity me
I don't want them to hurt me
I just want someone to stay with me
But I know
There's no one
Because in this world
I am always forgotten
I already know no one will come
I'll just do everything over again
I'll hide every pain
Every tear
Nothing's wrong
I'll pretend
I won't let anyone in
I'll just weep every night
I'll just smile every day
This is me
This is my world
My world that no one else could come in
