The Broken Ballerina

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The Broken Ballerina

                      ~ jrose014

I stand on the tips of my toes, enduring,

the pain. I hold myself high like a swan

being born.

The grueling pain we have to go through,

the practices that I’m addicted to,

the rehearsals and competitions I just

cannot stay away from, take me

away from reality which

I need to escape

I am an origami.

My shapes will not falter, no I will push

and vividly move, despite my flaws I will

deliver. These precise movements we master;

it’s the elegance we pretend we’re after.

The dances I create are beautiful just

as much as they are

nightmarish.

Sharp shards of glass enter through my feet

but the pleading red is just the beginning.

I cannot fight this passion.

This is my moment, my decision,

you cannot steal my spotlight.

My relationship is to my mirror, in which

I lust for dancing. The physical art

I am able to create is so fragile and

innocent and hypnotizing.

Painful pleasures can only be so

satisfing; tearing me from my

morality.

Perfection is the key, acting like it’s

effortless is the emotional experience one

doesn’t see. The price you have to pay

is incalculable, every kick, turn and jump

is so very valuable.

Balance! Allegro! Arabesque!

Chasse! Fouette! Every second of the day.

I am a prisoner to this talent, my ankles are

bound with chains. I am tied to the music

Counting the beats along the way.

I am shattered—unable to

pick up the pieces. What better way to seem

perfect than dancing like it? This is not my

living hell rather it’s my delicacy. I cannot

journey away from these beautiful

routines.

I am a balletomane, I cannot deny it.

Will you join me in my pas de deux?

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Balance- rocking step; shifting weight from one foot to another.

Allegro- brisk movements.

Arabesque- standing on one leg with the other extended behind in a 90 degree angle.

Balletomane- a ballet enthusiast.

Chasse- when one foot literally chases another foot continuously.

Fouette- whipping movement of the legs and feet.

Pas de deux- dance for two

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