Itching my skin
Maybe my nails will sink in
The pain is drowning
I cant continue frowning
I put on a smile
Wear it as i walk a mile
I wear it in public
When im alone i say "fuck it"
I think it over
As i hide under my cover
Does she want me?
No are you crazy?!
No one like her could fall
Into love with someone as bitter as alcohol
Shes far away
And there she will stay
Does she hurt like i do?
Or is this a simple "fuck you"?
This kills
I only hope she isnt doing this for thrills