Everything has turned against me,
And finally I have given up,
The light I have been looking for,
Has dimmed.
I am in my own hell,
And no matter how I try,
The dark is consuming my soul,
I believe this is where I am suppose to be.
The knife is to my arm,
And I know I shouldn't do it,
But I slice just to ease the pain,
I just want to fade.
Fade into my endless pain,
In my eyes,
My life has no meaning and its
pointless.
I use to be so strong,
I tried to hang on,
I tried to fit in
And yet I found it to be useless.
No matter what I tried,
No matter what I did,
And no matter what I wanted,
I knew that I would gain nothing.
Few times,
I talked to people,
Those whom I thought understood me,
Yet they never really did.
Nothing here will keep me sane,
Slowly I am slipping into insanity,
This is my worst fear,
And yet I do not fear it.
Infact,
I embrace it,
I am alone and no longer sane,
But this is how it should be.
