Mind is gone, rollercoaster pain,
I feel the knife cut through my vein
To see my red River of shame
Trickle down while spelling my name.
Misery descends from a love
Lost forever, there’s no white dove.
These jumbled thoughts. Nightmare alley.
Flashing lights and devil’s galley.
Burning me in its sordid crypt,
Just let me out you filthy bitch!
Taking over me, holds me fast,
Determined not to let me passed.
Breaking my heart of glass, shatters
A million, but nothing matters.
Shards are falling. Dissolving past.
Black hole calling, escape this fast.
Weakened bones and a deadened soul,
Flames destruction is black as coal.
A heartless case lies damp and cold
Covered in the damp green of mould.
Awaiting he who made her warm,
The lover who came, as a fawn,
Into her life, a ray of hope.
He promised her a golden rope
At last he came, security
He gave me flowers just for me
And settled down by my side
My husband, me his bride.
We lie together in the ground
An adventure just being found.
