Hey bro,
I guess you must be thinking I'm pretty stupid writing a letter to you huh? Well I guess I kind of am but hey that's me. You won't believe how quiet it is without you in the house anymore, stinkerbell doesn't really remember you that much but me and Brit remember you like you're ourselves. I know it's been a while since you left us but every time I enter the house I still expect you to be sitting on the stairs waiting for me and Brit to come in from school so you could annoy the hell out of us.
I'm doing as you asked me to do and I'm trying my hardest in my studies, I guess you could say I'm a nerd. I got kicked out of school last week though for getting into a fight for defending my boyfriend. Ah speaking of boyfriends, I did what you told me to do and find someone who made me happy and I did. Remember Brad? Hmm well me and him are together. I'm going on holiday with him and his family this summer, dad had it all planned and never told me! The cheek huh?
How you doing up there? I hope your still the brother I remember. I guess things went bad for you huh? I'm sorry for not being able to save you. I wish I was able to. I wish I was able to get you help. Someone to talk to. Someone to help you. Someone to save my big brother.
Isabella is growing up, getting cheeky. Brit says she takes after you for that. Little footballer we got growing up! She loves sitting down and looking at pictures of you that we've got, always asks when your coming home and it breaks our hearts trying to tell her you aren't.
I'm not going to carry on anymore because if I did I'd ramble and I don't want to ramble. I can't wait to see you in the future.
Love you lots.
Lots of love
Your little brother Blake. xxxx
