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Chapter 6 I Love You This Big

hey y'all! I want to write a story about Sara and James (Jeny's parents) from when they met and stuff. Any title suggestions? Read Chapter One of Mr. Right, Or Mr. Right Now? to have Jen's parents in it! :D I didn't plan it out like that, but I just decided that it fit so I went with it :D

More Than Words

Chapter 6 I Love You This Big

I sat in my bed crying for what seemed like hours. I didn't want to cry. I had to be strong. For Caden. He didn't need to feel quilty about leaving. This was his dream. And I wasn't gonna be the one to hold him back. I also cried for the loss of Mike. I know I lost him years ago when he left at 18. But I never cried. I didn't know I'd lost him. But now I knew. I lost my brother, and I'm about to lose the love of my life.

Love. Right. I never told Caden I love him. I just told him I liked him. Maybe that was best. He didn't need that much more guilt. If he knew I loved  him, he'd stay.

I wiped my tears on the back of my hand and went to the bathroom to clean my face. I made a deal with myself then; I wouldn't cry anymore, not until Caden left. Then I could be free to be as weak as I was. When I was done, I went downstairs. It was completely deserted. I saw a note, from Mike, it said he left for a bussiness trip and won't be back for 2 weeks. He said it would help clear his head. Usually when he left a note, he said to stay away from Caden. But now he didn't. I think he's finally agreed to let me be with him until he leaves.

Stop it Jeny, I commanded myself. Stop thinking about when he leaves. It's not for two months. Calm down. I breathed in and out deeply, calming myself. I decided to have some girl time tonight. I hadn't really had that in forever.

I picked up the home phone and called my best girl friend, Virginia (Vivi) Jones. She squealed and said she'd come then hung up. I went to the bathroom and brushed my hair so I looked good. Didn't want to look like a mess.

When the door opened and Vivi barged in, I saw she was holding a bag. I pointed to it. "What's that?" I asked.

She grinned wickedly. "Ice cream. You sounded upset on the phone, so I figured you needed this. Lord knows I need it."

Vivi was very attractive. She was pale, with bouncy dirty blonde curls that had a little of black in it. She had amazing green eyes, like my mother had. Beautiful. I grinned at her. We made our way to the couch in the living room and sat down after putting in a movie called 'The Piggyback Ride'. It was adorable! The characters Andy and Eric belong together! So perfect for each other!

I turned to Vivi. "Can I talk to you about something?" I asked hesitantly.

She nodded. "Of course, Jen. You can talk to me about anything."

I nodded. "Well, a lot has happened since yesterday." Wow. Was it really only yesterday that Caddy told me he was moving in two months and we kissed? Time flies slow now I guess.

She nodded her head. "Like what?"

I sucked in a breath and began my story. "Yesterday morning, Caden called me and said he and his band got signed to a manager in Hollywood so they're moving in two months when school is over." Her jaw dropped, but she let me continue. "Anyway, I said he could come over so we could talk about set lists. I told him he could have one of my songs but he argued then I suddenly ended up on top of him and-"

"You had sex?!" she bursted out.

I turned bright red and shook my head frantically. "No! No! We almsot kissed but Mike came home!"

She gasped at that. She knew that Mike hated Caden. I continued. "So we broke apart, he snuck out the window, and Mike found out Caden was here and saw I was wearing his boxers from when he stayed before and he got all mad and called me a whore-" enter Vivi gasp here. "-So I got upset and went to Caden's house to spend the night. I told him what happened and he got mad then he said he wanted to kiss me but he was leaving and all so I said we should just make the best of it and we kissed."

She squealed like a little girl. "Yay!" She exclaimed, clapping.

I held my hand up. "Then his mom came in and got all mad and Caden confessed that he broke up with Lucy because she wanted him to stop hanging with me."

"Awww!" she cooed. "That is the sweetest thing I've ever heard!"

I smiled at the memory of him saying he liked me. "Then he said he liked me!"

She squealed again. I smiled at her but then it dropped.

"And after fighting with Mike today, he made me realize I'll have nothing when Caden leaves." I said, my voice just above a whisper.

Vivi frowned. "You'll have me." she said quietly.

I smiled sadly. "I love you." I said with tears in my eyes.

"I love you too." she pulled me into a hug. Of course though, she had to mutter, "No homo." into my shoulder, causing us to break apart laughing.

"And I love you this big." a deep voice said. I turned to see Caden leaning aginst the door with his arms opened wide smiling. He obviously didn't hear anything before we said 'I love you' to each other. I knew that Caden meant 'love' as in like. He wasn't ready to love me yet. I smiled at him and came over letting him wrap his arms around me.

He kissed my hair. "Hello there gorgeous." he said, smiling into my hair.

I smiled against his chest. "Hey handsome." I replied.

He pulled away and smiled at me before pecking my lips quickly. I heard Vivi 'awww' and we both turned to look at her.

"As cute as you two are," she began. "We're having a girls' night so you need to leave Caden."

He pouted. "But I haven't seen my girlfriend in hours!" he whined.

My heart sped up. Girlfriend? I looked at him and whispered, "Say that again."

He smiled at me. "My girlfriend. You're my girlfriend Jeny Daniels." he said, kissing my cheek gently, lingering there for a minute.

"You can't stay here unless you're a girl Caden!" Vivi said.

Caden groaned and pulled away from me. "But, I'm like totally up for this." he said in a girly voice. Me and Vivi laughed at him and pushed him out the front door after he waved bye.

I sighed to myself dreamily as we sat back on the couch.

"He's so lucky to have you!" Vivi squealed.

I smiled but whispered softly to myself, "I'm the lucky one."

Not very long, I know :( but it was something! Just a little filly for you to meet Vivi! :D Anywhoo, school starts on the 9th for me D: and 7th is hard so I'll actually have to study grrr. So I might not be able to upload for a while. I'll have to see. Until then, Love Love Love! :D