You and your boyfriend Niall went out to a seafood restaurant because he had just gotten back from his tour. "I'm so happy I'm home to see my beautiful girl" Niall said holding your hand. "I'm so happy that your home babe" you smiled. Your waitress came over with your drinks and your appetizer. "Here are your hush puppies! Be careful they are really hot!" She smiled. "Thank you" Niall said to her. We both dug right in. I watched as Niall soaked his hush puppie in butter. "Ni, that's really unhealthy" you joked. "Well considering how much and badly you eat, no it's not really unhealthy" he commented back to you. You restated what he had said in your mind. Is he saying that I eat too much? "So do you think I'm fat?" You asked. "Eh, could lose a couple pounds" he said picking through the food. You just thought to yourself how your not skinny enough and your not perfect enough for him. "That's going to change" you thought. When the waitress came to take your orders, Niall ordered a big fish sandwich with chips and you ordered a small salad. You just tried to make small talk with Niall until your food got here. When your food arrived he dug right in but you picked through the salad only eat parts of it. When you got home Niall changed into his pajamas and so did you. You walked into the bathroom and pulled up your shirt prodding every roll of fat you had. This was hard for you because when you were 13 and 14 you had major weight issues you always tried to lose weight and you got into a depressed state and you had to get therapy. You let a few tears escape your eyes and then you dried up and headed to bed. You climbed in next to Niall, replaying what he said over and over in your mind.
Next morning-
You awoke to find a note on the pillow from Niall. "Hey babe, hope your had a good sleep! Is everything okay? You wouldn't cuddle with me last night:( haha whatever I'm going to be at the studio all today love you baby" -xoxo Niall
You set the note back down and headed into the kitchen. "You can't eat" you thought to yourself. "I'll go to the gym!" You said aloud smiling. You put on some gym attire and headed out the door. You stayed there until 5pm and went back home. When you got home you took a steamy shower. As you were washing your body large hands placed themselves on top of yours. You turned around to see Niall grinning. "Hey baby" he said. "Hey, how was the studio?" you asked. "It was pretty boring" he sighed. "Did you record any new songs?" You asked. "Um, yeah a few" he said. you climbed out if the shower and Niall followed. After you got out of the shower you headed to bed.
Everyday you would skip meals and head to the gym for excessive hours a day. After a few weeks you began losing so much weight. Your ribs now poked out and your spine protruded. Niall really seem to notice, at least you didn't think so. But one night after a hard workout at the gym, you headed straight for the shower. And once again you felt two large hands over yours once again like he did a couple of weeks ago. Niall kissed your neck and kept his hands roaming. But he stopped short. "Hey babe, when did your ribs and spine poke out?" he asked. "Um what do you mean exactly?" You asked afraid of the answer. "You seem so much thinner. Why? Was it the fans and their stupid hate? Don't listen to them" Niall said. "It wasn't the fans, Niall." you huffed. You turned off the shower and ran out into the bedroom. You furiously threw on your pajamas and sat on the bed crying. Niall came and rubbed you shoulders. "Baby I'm worried" he whispered. "Who said you needed to lose weight?" He asked brushing your hair out of your face. "YOU NIALL YOU SAID I NEEDED TO LOSE WEIGHT" you screamed. "When?!" He asked astonished. "When you got back from tour and we went out and I made that comment about your hush puppies , and then" you trailed off sobbing now. "Then I asked you if I was fat, and you said I could lose a couple of pounds" you sobbed. Niall just took you into his arms and kissed you. "Baby, I didn't mean that I was just talking out of my ass, please please please forgive me! You don't need to ever change for me, you so perfect the way you are. Doing this isn't healthy for you!" He said his eyes tearing up. Your sobs now sound like gags and you gripped your hair and kept knotting it. You couldn't stop crying you were so stressed. "You knew that I had a though time with my weight when I was 13 and 14!" You exclaimed. Niall took you into his arms and "shhhd" you and whispered sweet things. "I am such a terrible boyfriend, drove his girlfriend to this! How disgusting am I? What have I done?? I am so so so sorry baby" He cried out. He was now crying and you hugged him and buried your head into the crook of his neck. He stood up and slipped on his shoes and grabbed your hand and carried you up to the rooftop of your apartment building. You two stood there clung to each other and standing like in Titantic. "Y/M/N IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE WHOLE AND SHE SHOULD NEVER CHANGE HER PERFECT SELF!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH Y/N!" Niall screamed at the top is his lungs. "NIALL JAMES HORAN IS THE MOST PERFECT BOYFRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD! HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AND I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!" You screamed at the top of your lungs. Niall and you jumped down off the rooftop and went back downstairs. "I'm so sorry I said that please forgive me" Niall pleaded red eyes shining. "I forgive you" you sniffled. "We're going to get you healthy, okay?" Niall smiled. "Okay baby" you giggled. You cuddled in bed with Niall and fell asleep. I hope you like it! Xoxo-Liv
