My heart goes cold everytime you walk away
My eyes bloodshot tears cause i want you to stay
I smile to hide what's inside of my mind to let you think i'm okay when im really dying
I don't not mean to pretend
It's just way i try to defend
I hate my world but i make you belive that life is not everything what it seems
I'm trying so hard to make this clear
But i'm in a gray world and it hard to hear
I wan't to tell you how i feel
But i can't cause everything is happening, it's so real
I want my eyes to finally close and drift away like im suppose
I want my wings and i want to go
Through the gates with an other door
I wish everyday no more pain
Cause it driving me crazy and im going insane
Please make it stop there's blood all over!!!
Heal my heart with the luck of a clover
The markings on my arms are from the blades by the heart
And the holes in my legs are from the puctures of the darts
Its seeping away there goes my life
I guess i shouln't have stabbed my soul with you knife...
