I Messed Up (But Don't Blame Me)

I told you that ‘I LOVE YOU’

You turn around and say, “Babe, I don’t know?”

What the HECK!

Are you just messing with my head?

Last time I checked you’re in love with me.

Now that I make up my mind

You throw your words and said,

“Leave me alone!  I don’t love you no more”

It hurts! The word’s came out of your mouth hurts!

I was fooled by your sweet words,

You’re hopeless promises, and your endless lies.

I should have known this thing could happen

I should have listen to my friends

When they told me that you’re no good for me.

 

I regret everything that I say,

I lose them because of you.

I choose you because I love you.

But I guess I was wrong again.

 That doesn’t even mean anything for you.

 

Now that everything is broken,

I couldn’t stop myself from crying.

‘cause I don’t know where to start mending them.

 

Should I start with you?

You, the one who broke my heart and tore them into pieces.

My friends?

 who gave up easily on me

Just because I made a stupid mistake.

 or  myself?

Should I be blaming myself for this?

Me, the one who never did anything wrong than following her heart

But end up getting lost in her way back.

Me, the one who gave up everything

To be with someone I thought who loved me

 But end up lying to me all this years.

Me, the one who never stop caring for everyone

 Because just I cared!

 

 

Now, tell me. Should I be blaming me?