"BROKEN FAITH"

Life is like a rollercoaster ride, as we may feel happy sometimes and sad, Sometimes things can go wrong,
and your relationship may fall apart and iam so disappointed with the way things turned between us.
I was living in darkness, and everything had changed when you entered my life I laugh a little harder cry little less and smile a lot more
There is nothing certain in this world, even the love that you thought would stay will never will. Only “change” is constant and that is the harsh truth that we have to learn to accept.
I screamed on top of my lungs with tears rolling down my face as I saw him staring me with cold eyes. There was no softness or sympathy in those beautiful dark orbs. His expressions were icy cold as he looked at me sternly
you may think I don't care but deep down I really do, at first I thought you cared about me like I did.. sooner or later I found out you were just using me that's really fucked up, I'm tired of letting people get to me emotionally, physically and mentally.
I'm tired of having to hurt myself to keep you happy.im tired of having to fake this smile everyday...one day I'm just going to break down and when that happens no one will be by my side no more... I may not love myself but even if I'm hurt and ur hurting I will always put u first! Even if I tried to put myself first I just cant I will always put you and your happiness before me... I'm tired of everyone.. I'm tired of taking all this pain