Her life 🌺

Middle School recap🌺

Xochitl : I was pretty nervous for the first day of 7 grade after online school for 6 grade. I was scared of getting lost, scared of people, scared of teachers. I was so terrified I had 6 stomach aches on the way to school and wouldn't stop shaking during school.
Fortunately it ended up not being as bad as I had originally thought
Most kids and teachers ignored me since I didin't really talk the entire school year unless I was pick on to awnser a question during class. It wasn't until the end of the school year that I started socializing more .

When school ended that summer I had a mini glow up
I was more confident than before and kids didin't really intimidate me anymore

When 8 grade began I had changed enough to the point where it took my best friend a good 2 minutes to recognize me.

I also realized that pretty privileged was a thing
People were way nicer and occasionally random guys would call me cute
I still had no idea how to react when people complemented me so I would try to say Thank you in a polite voice.

It didin't take long for me to get a bf
One of my elementary school friends who I had know for years developed a crush on me and asked me out and I decided to give the relationship a try
It lasted 5 months and then I broke it off because I was a selfish b*tch who didin't deserve him

After all of that I started feeling insecure because of my weight and looks and tried distracting myself with school
Then I realized I was kinda dumb
And then everything went wrong after that.
2022 was an amazing year, 2023 was the downfall and it all came tumbling down

But that's alright, starting over at a new Highschool with different kids from different middle schools Should be an interesting journey. Luckily my best friends are there for support so I'll be fine
..... Right?😥🧐