Elana Zenner, I am girl who can't seem to be appreciated or even loved. I mostly find myself feeling alone or unwanted, what's the point if no one ever tries to listen to you. Loving someone has become especially hard for me, I'm tall and a bit overweight. Sure i may have a few friends, but it's not like I'm happy with my life. Yeah, i get it I'm 16, but I want to live for now, seeing everyone i know in relationships saddens me. Am i a girl someone won't come to love, because of how I look? Or is it my personality? Even when I try i'm to scared to muster courage to say my feelings and end up hurting. Why? Because getting rejected is a scaring thing, i've gone through it too many times. It always makes me wonder........"What's wrong with me?"
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Scared To Love.
Romance"Love" what exactly is that? In all my 16 years of living I don't think I've ever felt love. I've liked a lot of people through these years, but everyone always hurts me by saying "You're too fat", "She's so ugly". I've guarded my heart to never fee...