My Coping Book

Family Problems- Pt-1

so this book is just me venting about the shit i go through and why

Family problems are making me neglect everything, even me.

I don't talk with the one 'friend' I have (shes an angel, but i don't wanna be friends cause of my relations with friendships), I don't focus on school work. not even writing. My emotions are all over the ground, I'm done trying, I think I'm trying to die, My insecurities are just too much to take. The only reason i aint commiting suicide cause i feel bad for my mom, Shes so strong taking care of me and my brother. I don't want to hurt her in any way. I love her so so much. But back to my family. I think my aunt and mu uncle may have a divorce, they have the worst toxic relationship i've ever fcking seen, They have fights and get back together, My grandparents and my aunts in laws are shit. They are so heartless, My grandparents (Paternal) Tried to make my father FCKING CHEAT on my mom when i was born, such heartless rascals. The 'in laws' Robbed my aunt, I feel so bad for her, she doesnt eat and all that shit so that my uncle 'notices' her, I aint doing shit cause of this, anyways im not a writing person so this all