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3.

I was five,

and that was the last time-

I was alive, truly alive.

Innocent, blissful, and human. 

The darkness, it swirled.

It reflected its inky black hues

in my wide eyes.

It pressed nearer, gluing

itself onto my clammy skin-

like Death's mummy-made

bandages. 

It contorted me-

like the suffocating, choking

hold of a corset.

Or a boa constrictor.

It seeped into my pores,

reading, looking, knowing

every beautiful and beastly

part of me. 

It weaved into my soul-

with the hunger, strength

and greed, of a newborn-

or a leech, it fed.

It fed. 

It gnawed. It sucked.

On my bliss, innocence and light.

The pain trembled and waxed,

like a provoked bruise.

I screamed. I wailed. I cried.

I curled up in a fetal position;

the darkness swirled. 

It settled in my stomach,

a regret-filled embryo.

Visions were blurred-

eyes were blinded-

judgments impaired-

sins like waves kissed,

and killed the shore, my soul;

as the embryo grew,

the darkness did.

The embryo invaded-

as the darkness did.

Successfully;

Undetected.  

I was only one of many.

It swallowed me.

More important, though,

more shocking-

more scary-

was the fact that… 

had.

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