Why can’t you see what you’ve done?
I’m broken hearted, far from numb.
You ask what’s wrong
Like you don’t know
You’ve caused this pain,
Now you’ve got to go.
You told me loved me, and you lied
Then you walked away with your pride.
Are you happy to see me hurt?
You may as well have threw me in the dirt.
You let them laugh and watched me cry,
You did nothing but ask why.
You laugh and tell me it’s all a joke
But my heart in my chest is now very broke.
I mask the pain and tell you I’m fine,
Glad you can’t see through my dark disguise.
So I cry alone in the dark
I find a razor, and make my mark.
A bead of blood has appeared
It’s my nightmare, I’ve always feared.
A deeper cut to my skin,
I know there’s no hope for this sin.
I see a bottle and swallow the pills
All my hopes, they’re sure to kill.
I rather die, than be alone
I loved you more than you ought to know.
I fight the pain with my head on the floor
I’m almost free… but there’s a knock on the door.
They fight their way in and scoop me up
I cover my wrists and try to hide the blood.
They see the mess and start to cry,
As they watch the light fade from my eyes